Someone I miss dearly…

IMG_6188I think now more than ever, we are missing so many people; I know I miss so many in my life that I cannot see or visit right now. However, the person that I absolutely miss the most is my sweet angel grandma who sadly passed away. My grandma passed away last year and the last time I saw her in person was in September of 2015 before she moved back to Armenia. This sweet grandma of mine was the one I was the closest too, the one who I am so similar too, the one with the biggest heart ever. I miss her so so much.

blogmas, infertility, life

Day 10: Difficult time…

I have been sitting here in front of my laptop for the past 20 minutes trying to get the courage to write this blog post and if you saw my instagram then you saw me saying how much I didn’t want to write this post, if you don’t follow me on instagram you totally should and let me know you came from here and I’ll follow back! Anyways, I don’t even know why I included this specific post in the challenge but for some reason or another I did and here we are. I have had a few difficult times in my life and I wanted to talk about two main ones.

The first difficult time was when I lost my uncle suddenly along with my sweet sweet grandma and my dog coco. I lost my uncle in March of 2017, my grandma in February of 2019 and my dog June of 2019. I took all 3 deaths very hard…my uncle none of us knew he had a heart issue or anything of that sort till he passed away from a heart attack suddenly at such a young age too. My sweet grandma, she was the one I was the most closest two out of both my grandmothers. I get my personality from her, she just made me feel so special and so extremely loved and I miss her so so much. And my dog…well he was my first dog baby ever and it breaks my heart that he got so sick so quick and that nothing helped him get better.

The second difficult time is what I’m also currently going through and that is infertility. I think I have posted a blog post about how my husband and I have been trying for years to get pregnant and we just can’t and honestly its such a emotional thing and so heartbreaking too. We are currently trying different things, I’m seeing a specialist sort of and I just started taking the <a href="http://<a target="_blank" href="">Conception Fertility Prenatal Vitamins – Regulate Your Cycle, Balance Hormones, Aid Ovulation – Myo-Inositol, Vitex, Folate Folic Acid Pills – 60 Vegetarian Soft Capsules</a>""conception pills. So far this pill is helping and I have only been taking it for a few days…it helped me get my period which I hadn’t gotten in a few months (I know TMI but hey its my blog and it’s all about my life so I will write what I please) anyways…so we shall see if these pills help which I really hope they do because I really would love to become a mom. If nothing still works, I will eventually go see a infertility specialist and see what we can do, but I want to try other things first before I spend so much $$$ on treatments.


My dog passed away…

It has been such a rough week for me; my sweet baby boy passed away at the age of 8. He has been sick the past few weeks; he sadly had pancreatitis and the medicine didn’t help. He was the first pet that I owned that I got all by myself, he was my baby and I’m so heartbroken that he’s gone but glad that he is no longer suffering and in pain! I literally have gone into depression because of this and also just losing my grandma just a few months ago; its been really hard but I’m so glad to have my husband by my side helping me through this tough time. Do you have any pets?